Peace from broken pieces………

I found some old journals and thought I would share my Observations about me after reading Peace from broken pieces by Iyanla Vanzant

10/26/11

After reading “peace from broken pieces”, I observed some things I learned some thoughts and actions I did without awareness.

I learned to pretend things didn’t matter when they did

I learned to avoid conflict and confrontation by not talking about my true thoughts or feelings.

I learned to pretend that all would be ok tomorrow

I learned to put others needs and desires above mine

I learned to give and never ask for what I need to want.

I learned to suppress feelings of hurt and anger.

I learned to say what I wasn’t going to do anymore to but only with words, no actions

I learned to apologize for things that were not my fault.

I learned to appear like I had it all together when inside I was breaking

I learned to doubt my worth

I learned to stay busy.

I learned to try and be a good girl to be loved

I learned to try and please others to be accepted

I learned to stay in relationships that did not value me or increase my worth.

I learned to seek comfort and value outside of relationships and outside of myself

I learned to deceive myself and others portraying an image

I will not do things because I want others to like and accept me.

I will value myself and I will be true to me.

I will not allow myself to be involved in any matters of low integrity.

I will not allow anyone, their words or actions to de-value me.

I will honor myself

I will not be influenced by others opinion of me or my actions.

I will base all of my decisions on what is true to me.

I will get back in touch with my spirit.

I will get out of my way.

I will not accept others stuff.

I may have broken pieces but I am moving on.

Sometimes its good to re-learn what you already know in order to keep moving to higher and higher realms of consciousness. Reflections allow you the opportunity to continue to change directions if needed.

Do you need a change of direction? or A place to get away and stay connected to your souls yearning.

If so, I got you.